I can put 30 pounds of pressure on my left leg. I’m not exactly sure how much that is but I’ve been putting some weight on it and I’m a little wobbly. Like I have a new prosthetic leg. And the nerves in the bottom of my foot are having quite a party. Lots of new sensations…
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Me, myself and i
For the first time in a long time, I finally feel like myself. I could do some work and perhaps take some pictures. That’s a good sign.
Still here
You may have been wondering to yourselves: “where has she gone?” I’m still here. I didn’t dig myself into a hole or throw myself at my government’s steps in protest of the California marriage debacle. I went to Huntington Gardens to activate our membership and walked so hard that I hurt all over. I ate din tai fung. I yanked off the rest of my steri-strips. I’ve been eating a lot of hamburgers and drinking cokes. I’m probably getting a little pudgy. Oh and I used my new meat thermometer to take my temperature but nearly skewered myself in the tongue. Maybe I should stick to taking the bread’s temperature instead.
never mind
i’m too disappointed to even blog about how i can’t marry the person i love. should we have done it before november 4, 2008? probably.
pan-asian goodness
i live in one of the best places to get authentic asian food but, unfortunately, you have to drive for it.
for a less authentic but still tasty experience, i’ll order from Greenview Thai again.
it offers pho and chinese dishes and thai dishes and i think i’ve finally found my americanized asian food delivery place. remind me to order from here instead of chengdu or t’s thai or any of the other crappy thai places in santa monica/west la. we got the tom kha, the chicken fried rice, and the pork drunken noodles. all oily, all spicy, all good.
steri-strips
OMG! fall off already…
Coincidence
I promised myself that I would finish my current journal by 31 Dec 2010. I counted the pages today to see how far behind I was (why the negative thoughts always?). Turns out I am *exactly* where I need to be. Right on schedule. To the exact page. I’m impressed, amazed, baffled, and creeped out all at once.
prop 8 – kiss my a**
at exactly 3.30pm this afternoon, i successfully submitted my marriage license application to the LA county registrar/clerk’s office!
more info on why proposition 8 can kiss my a**
fresh air
days
the past 2 and the next 2
and today
i sit in bed
avoiding work
maybe avoiding other things
but always
there comes a breeze
into my room
brightly lit by the afternoon sun
reflecting
everywhere
this breeze
arrives at two
leaves by four
blinds gently tapping
against the window
it pushes into the room
kisses my ear
my cheek
my nose
i put on socks
slide deep inside the covers
close your eyes
enjoy the chill
the fresh air
cost of healthcare
there is more to the cost of healthcare than just a bill: there’s parking, food, gas, medication, days taken off of work to wait in a waiting room. but if you count just the doctor and hospital bills, the total is $77,950.22 and counting.