i have been weepy all day. yes, i am PMS-ing, but i have never cried prior to my cycle starting. (is this really the place to be talking about this?) honestly, i have been and am still weepy. i have lots of theories why. i am scared. i am in pain. but i am also happy. i tell the people i love that i love them. i have started kissing people on the cheek. this whole experience has taught me (again) that i need to ask for help. that i am capable of asking for help. i realize that i am vulnerable and capable of making emotional commitments to the people i love. i realize (and am starting to accept) that i am human. which is why i am scared and in pain but also happy.